Reflections - Story of a World Wide Woman

    Everyone who knows me also knows that I am the veritable definition of a Beyoncé fan. But not many people know why... I was feeling unusually reminiscent today, and decided to share an old post from a blog I no longer utilize. Because of the intensely personal experience I had during the following event, I omitted several details that I do not feel necessary to share. Long story short, Beyoncé Knowles inspired me to continue living my life. Through all of her accomplishments and refusal to let people get in the way of her own success, she unwittingly shaped the goal oriented out-going person I am today. The following post chronicles my very first encounter with her...

      It was a Saturday night on the 18th day of August in the year 2007. The destination was 1901 W Madison St. Chicago, IL otherwise known as the United Center. The purpose was an experience of a lifetime; more specifically it was The Beyoncé Experience. It was to be one of those moments that most people don't even get a chance to have. She (Beyoncé) is world renowned for her riveting performances, stellar voice and overall ability to entertain the masses regardless of race, language, sex or orientation. Breaking world records since the age of 22 she has set the bar for modern artists and even challenged the precedents set by the greatest artists/performers of all time.
     What was so special about this concert? What was so special about this night? This was the night I was destined to meet the woman of my dreams. This was a night that I had longed for, dreamed about and anticipated more than anything in my life to this date. I was going to meet Beyoncé Knowles, forget about getting her autograph or taking a picture with her; I was going to meet her. I had spent months saving for this event and spent even longer after the purchase for the date to finally arrive. When it came down to the point where I was standing outside of her dressing room it suddenly seemed as if time was moving all too fast and I feared more than anything that this moment would soon be just a fleeting memory.
     Upon arrival to the United Center I was instantly greeted by the other ticket holders who were blessed enough to share in the same experience as I. After a 2 hour wait and a presentation of rules and regulations I was greeted by Matthew Knowles (Beyoncé’s father). He gave a brief speech and told us that the moment we had all been waiting for would soon be at hand. Meanwhile, Robin Thicke was performing somewhere in the distance but I could care less, I was here for one person. Within moments my name was called and I was standing in front of Beyoncé's dressing room. Without warning my heart felt as if it were trying to escape from my chest, my head was spinning and my breaths were all too short. Then my name was called once more and I walked into her room where I saw her mother (Tina Knowles) sitting in a nonchalant manner and Beyoncé standing looking directly at me. With her hand extended, she greeted me with a simple but dizzying statement..."Hello, don't you look handsome in your (Beyoncé) t-shirt".
     Beyond all belief, all I could think about was the fact that Beyoncé thought I was handsome! I shook her hand lightly; nervous about whether I would squeeze it too hard. I gave her a polite but obviously nervous hug while quietly relishing the fact that she smelled like summer and springtime combined. She was everything I had expected and more. She was unnervingly and surprisingly more beautiful in person than she appears to be on television or in any photograph. She was tall, slender and soft...the word soft doesn't even do her justice. When people speak of how a woman should feel, how soft she should be; Beyoncé is all that and more. After that slightly awkward moment we smiled and the photographer took our picture. As we finished taking the photo she turned and looked at me and told me how nice it was to meet me and thanked me for coming. Within an instant I wanted do whatever it took to make that moment last longer and all I managed to say was "No, it was truly wonderful meeting you, you have no idea what this means to me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for giving me and everyone else this opportunity." With that I turned and left the dressing room on a cosmic cloud that even the Hubble telescope couldn’t find. My face would have put a Cheshire cat to shame.

     I made my way back into the arena and to my seat on the main floor just as Robin Thicke said his thank you’s and left the stage. I was seated in the 4th row, dead center from the stage. It was there that I remained while reflecting on my experience and awaiting the start of the show. Within several moments, the arena grew dark and the voices of the fans were united in a thunderous chorus as Beyoncé rose from beneath the stage. She was fabulous, graceful and beautiful. Her body moved with power and determination, much like her voice crossed vocal ranges rising and falling with calculated precision. It almost seemed as if she was enjoying performing for us more than we enjoyed her. She spoke with sincerity and bit of girlish flavor. The show was a work of art and fun, she covered many songs from her debut album Dangerously in Love including the title track, Crazy in Love, Baby Boy, Naughty Girl, Me, Myself and I, and Speechless. There were other flashback tracks and classics from her Destiny's Child days such as Independent Woman pt. 1, Survivor, Jumpin Jumpin, No No No pt. 2, Bug a Boo, Say My Name, Bills Bills Bills, Soldier, and Cater 2 U. Along with those she also performed 9 tracks from her B'Day album which included the Get Me Bodied Extended Remix. She also had several surprises in store such as a brilliant cover of Gnarls Barkley's Crazy, a rendition of the title track Dreamgirls and much more.
     Beyoncé and team delivered a tour de force of songs, choreography, passionate vocals and genuine fun. There was never a dull moment we were dazzled by the splendid talents of her all female band and diverse range of back up dancers. Most notably during one of her 4 costume changes we were presented with a smart and genuinely original performance (by Beyoncé's team of back up dancers) of the He Had It Coming Suite from the Broadway play and major motion picture Chicago. From smooth grooves in Green Light to a teary eyed and emotional performance of her ballad Flaws and All, Beyoncé met, challenged and went above and beyond the expectations of millions of fans around the world. I can say without a doubt that she is not only a stellar performer, accomplished singer/songwriter and a budding actress. She is a phenomenally gifted and extremely blessed young black woman who is continuing to make history with every stride she makes. From English to Spanish, this world wide woman is transcends stardom in every nation, every language and every color. The Beyoncé Experience is truly one to behold for a lifetime.